"In life, many thoughts are born in the course of a moment, an hour, a day. Some are dreams, some visions. Often, we are unable to distinguish between them. To some, they are the same; however, not all dreams are visions. Much energy is lost in fanciful dreams that never bear fruit. But visions are messages from the Great Spirit, each for a different purpose in life. Consequently, one person's vision may not be that of another. To have a vision, one must be prepared to receive it, and when it comes, to accept it. Thus when these inner urges become reality, only then can visions be fulfilled. The spiritual side of life knows everyone's heart and who to trust. How could a vision ever be given to someone to harbor if that person could not be trusted to carry it out. The message is simple: commitment precedes vision." -High Eagle
Sunday, September 21, 2008 Recovering from Sundays?
9:33 PM
Which is 'reality'? Mondays to Fridays or Sundays?
I always feel a strong sense of unwillingness to part with Sundays and my mood would suffer a great 360 degrees turn over night. It is almost like a transition process that I'll not miss encountering almost every week. But of course there were other days like PH on Mondays that slows the process of that transition. The bad news is; the transition still happens somehow somewhat sometime.
My rollercoaster train was on the sliding track for the past few weeks but thank God that it has finally stopped going down. I'm preparing and anticipating for the uphill now. And again, how well I handle the next slide will depend on how well prepared I am during this period. Instead of denying the fact that there will be smooth riding throughout, I'd rather tell myself to expect a trial of going down and prepare myself for it. After 21 years of ups and downs, I've learned that it is almost impossible that the next 30 years will be flat track. Then again, travelling on a flat track might not be a good thing. Think about that.
Love this new version of Amazing Grace by Chris Tomlin. Drew back many memories and rekindled the first love I once had for Jesus. (MTV from Amazing Grace movie trailer)
Verse 1
Amazing grace How sweet the sound That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost But now I'm found Was blind but now I see
'Twas grace that taught my heart to fear And grace my fears relieved
How precious did that grace appear The hour I first believed
Chorus
My chains are gone I've been set free My God My Savior Has ransomed me
And like a flood His mercy rains Unending love Amazing grace
Verse 2
The Lord has promised good to me His word my hope secures
He will my shield and portion be As long as life endures
Verse 3
The earth shall soon dissolve like snow The sun forbear to shine
But God Who called me here below Will be forever mine
End
Will be forever mine You are forever mine
Friday, September 19, 2008 TGIF
1:08 PM
Sometimes a sincere encouraging sms can make my day. =)
Tuesday, September 16, 2008 Lunch break
1:21 PM
Waiting for the p&b dvd... Waiting for October to arrive too. There's two public holidays! =)
Going back to class tonight... @_@
PS: New tagboard is up! Haa. Hope this one works. Let me know yea?
Monday, September 15, 2008 alive? or a life?
11:29 AM
Give me a chance
and I'll take you to experience the best you've ever experienced in your life.
You'll know if it's true when you try it. ********************************************************************************************************************
Where would you go if you die tomorrow?
If the answer is heaven.
God sees you at the gate of Heaven and asked, "Why should I let you in?", what would you answer? (Write your answers below) ________________________________________________________________ ________________________________________________________________
Is it not worth to take a few moments aside to find out what's behind it?
Sunday, September 14, 2008 Self-Discipline
10:11 PM
All right. Time to activate some discipline over myself.
For the sake of keeping good use of time and proper finances management in future, I decided I should be grounded for... as long as I am needed. =(
Grounded from "unnecessary" activities and spendings. Well, I placed inverted commas because it basically meant even all SEEMINGLY necessary activities and spendings will not be allowed. And that would be:
1) Unplanned (less than two weeks' planning) breakfast/lunch/dinner date - NONO (sorry ppl)
2) Window shopping after work - activates temptation to shop and waste time, so NOPE
3) Restaurant dining - Nah
4) Taxi - Don't even think about it
5) And every other thing that takes up (too much) time and beyond budget - Five senses close
While writing this entry, I kept hearing myself "Kat ar Kat... this is all for your own good..."
I hope I can keep to this ground rules. Need a few months to adapt to such lifestyle... especially the days without taxis..... how to survive.. Gosh. =(
Okok... it's for my own good...
That's it ppl, it's time I learn to be a homely girl...
Friday, September 12, 2008 GOD & Science
1:30 PM
Received this email once or twice and I think I had saw this post on a friend's blog before. Hmm. Today I received it again and the conversation still feels fresh in mind so I decided to post it up. Kind of interesting.
An Atheist Professor of Philosophy speaks to his Class on the Problem Science has with GOD, The ALMIGHTY.
He asks one of his New Christian Students to stand and . .
Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son ? Student : Yes, sir. Professor : So you Believe in GOD ? Student : Absolutely, sir. Professor : Is GOD Good ? Student : Sure. Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ? Student : Yes. Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he Prayed to GOD to Heal him. Most of us would attempt to Help Others who are ill. But GOD didn't. How is this GOD Good then ? Hmm ?
( Student is silent )
Professor : You can't answer, can you ? Let's start again, Young Fella. Is GOD Good ? Student : Yes. Professor : Is Satan good ? Student : No. Professor : Where does Satan come from ? Student : From . . . GOD . . . Professor : That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this World ? Student : Yes. Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ? And GOD did make Everything. Correct ? Student : Yes. Professor : So who created evil ?
( Student does not answer )
Professor : Is there Sickness ? Immorality ? Hatred ? Ugliness ? All these terrible things exist in the World, don't they ? Student : Yes, sir. Professor : So, who Created them ?
( Student has no answer )
Professor : Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify and Observe the World around you. Tell me, son . . . Have you ever Seen GOD ? Student : No, sir. Professor : Tell us if you have ever Heard your GOD ? Student : No , sir. Professor : Have you ever Felt your GOD, Tasted your GOD, Smelt your GOD ? Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter ? Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't. Professor : Yet you still Believe in HIM ? Student : Yes. Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son ? Student : Nothing. I only have my Faith. Professor : Yes. Faith. And that is the Problem Science has. Student : Professor, is there such a thing as Heat ? Professor : Yes. Student : And is there such a thing as Cold ? Professor : Yes. Student : No sir. There isn't.
( The Lecture Theatre becomes very quiet with this turn of events )
Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat, Mega Heat, White Heat, a Little Heat or No Heat. But we don't have anything called Cold. We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is No Heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as Cold. Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat. We cannot Measure Cold. Heat is Energy. Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it.
( There is Pin - Drop Silence in the Lecture Theatre )
Student : What about Darkness, Professor ? Is there such a thing as Darkness ? Professor : Yes. What is Night if there isn't Darkness ? Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the Absence of Something. You can have Low Light, Normal Light , Bright Light, Flashing Light . . . But if you have No Light Constantly, you have Nothing and it's called Darkness, isn't it ? In reality, Darkness isn't. If it is, were you would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you ? Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ? Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is Flawed. Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how ? Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD. You are viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought. It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing. Death is Not the Opposite of Life : just the Absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you Teach your Students that they Evolved from a Monkey ? Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes, of course, I do. Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir ?
( The Professor shakes his head with a Smile, beginning to realize where the Argument is going )
Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and cannot even prove that this Process is an On - Going Endeavor, are you not Teaching your Opinion, sir ? Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher ?
( The Class is in Uproar )
Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever Seen the Professor's Brain ?
( The Class breaks out into Laughter )
Student : Is there anyone here who has ever Heard the Professor's Brain, Felt it, Touched or Smelt it ? . . No one appears to have done so. So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that you have No Brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then Trust your Lectures, sir ?
( The Room is Silent. The Professor stares at the Student, his face unfathomable )
Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son. Student : That is it sir . . . the Link between Man & GOD is FAITH. That is all that Keeps Things Moving & Alive.
It turned out later that the student is Albert Einstein.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008 The Camera explaination
10:43 AM
You know why am I always the last to post pictures on my trip with my fellow travellers?
Ha. They know why. Twice I've brought cameras that were "useless". Haha. First, for the HCMC trip, I forgotten about camera until the last minute so I asked my sis-in-law to borrow me hers. With all faith and confidence that her camera will work better than mine, I placed her camera and charger into my bag and wee... all the way to HCMC.. but to discover that the charger wasn't working! -_-"' There goes...
And this time round for the P&B trip... guess what? I was all prepared to take some really cool pictures with my camera.. I make sure my battery was full and good. But.... never to realised that my memory card was FULL too (with all the church camp photos. ha.)!!! And it was too late..
And so... that's why I never made it to capture some of my very own photos with my own camera for both trips. SO.... wait lor! Gotta wait for the DVD.
In the meanwhile, please proceed to the other two travellers' bloggie to sneak preview ba. =)
And oh. My two really cute classmates have managed to convince me to go back to school this term. Ha. And yes, I'll be back to school... but will only be taking one module. Well... shouldn't be that difficult to cope with one module.. I guess! Ha. Me and my fickle mind. Ha. =) So...going back to school on Tuesday!
Monday, September 8, 2008 Time for some repairing.
10:46 AM
I'm still waiting eagerly for our P&B trip's album. It would be our 2nd album of the year. I think by the 3rd one, we can 出精选了. Ha.
Yesterday had some great cycling at ECP and feasting at Fish & Co.; again it was with my fellow travellers. Ha. Objective of meeting: pass SD cards to MJ. With his efficiency (i'm praising you MJ!), the album should be out soon. Can't wait! Hee.
All right, it's seriously back to work time. Three quarter of the year has passed. Perhaps I should start compiling my thoughts and reflections so that on the last day of 2008, I'd have something fruitful to share. This year is indeed a (tiring but) special year.
For the last quarter, there are more exciting things to come and I just wanna keep really close to God. He has done really beautiful things in my life this year. So many hurdles crossed, though still so many ahead, but I shall not be afraid because He goes before me. =)
Hm.. As for school.. some of you might know already that I'm deferring one term and will only resume school in January'09. That is to say, I'll also graduate one term later than my batch and that would be in August'09. There are many uncertainties and struggles before I decided to take up the deferment. Hm.. well.. I just needed a break. Really dislike the atmosphere of a "mass rapid train". There are so many people and all of them are rushing.. If I don't get out of the train now, I'd suffocate or die of heart attack. But don't be mistaken, school is only part of the cause. Mainly it's my poor time management. So, I decided to (hopefully) make use of this three months to pace myself to the ever-ongoing-101-things-to-do. Sometimes there are so many things on my mind that I just can't form a complete picture of one. Even my breathings are rushing sometimes.
But I've learned.. it's a lot easier to change myself than to change the things going-on around me. As I grow older, I realised work never reduce, it only piles up when you stop.
*Deep breathe* All right, great. Everything will be well. 加油!
PS: Yay. My aunt with her New Zealander hubby is coming to Singapore tonight! She will be so happy to know that her sister (my mum) has come to know Jesus! She'll be staying with us for the next two weeks in Singapore! =)
Friday, September 5, 2008 忘了的幸福
1:26 PM
人就是这样:
一下子好想念好想念 然后过了一会儿 什么都不记得了
美丽的怀念 然后自然的忘掉
我啊,常常就是这样子 但应该没什么不好的吧 或许这也是一种幸福... =)
不过有时也没那么简单啦 总还是需要一些些的时间来调整哦
Wednesday, September 3, 2008 Home again!
1:59 PM
I'm back. No storm. Not a single protester in sight. Great food, great shopping! Though with a little mishap.. Overall, good!
Cheers to my dearest travel mates. Though was a little reluctant to go at first but still I really enjoyed myself a lot and credit goes to all of you (NY, MJ & JH). Thanks for everything! =)